my thoughts..

our chats are always short... but it means a lot to mi...
my love for u will nvr fall short... and u mean a lot to mi...
chances are few and limited... but i hope to take every one of them seriously...
seeing you in person are limited... but the sight always lighten up my day...
i love to sing... as you are the song in my heart...
i thrived to be happy... as i hope it will spill over to u as well...

i was chatting with rui xin last night as i saw her msn nick say with 300 contacts but none to talk to... tat's true to mi as well... though my contacts are lesser... doesn't tat mean that the time and relationship between each is closer? apparently not...

but still... i do get well wishes from a couple of frens upon knowing i went for ops... one that i dun even talk to much... see... there's still hope in life... even when others fail u... u shld nvr give up...

a week more to my birthday... wat can i do? wanted to ask ppl out but so far... 2 out of 3 say they are busy... then she didn't answer mi directly... i hope to spend my birthday with her... but does she wants to in return? valentine's day is approaching.... i was thinking of getting her roses... but do i send to her home or ask her out in person... sending to her home may cause some issue as i think she doesn't wan her family to know anything.... but to give her in person will require a huge amt of courage... which may end in extremes... choices choices... as easy and hard as they can be...

i will always remember my frens birthday... most is close frens, thus i remember in my mind... some i check on my hp as i save them becoz they are good frens... while some others i juz check on frenster.... but to think than ppl seldom remember mine until it was put up on notice... its really saddening... it shows that u don't really have a place in that persons' heart.... as frens la... u can always do thousand and one things for ur frens... but for even one of them to return the kindness is touching enough... yet ppl do take things for granted... only time will tell whether a fren can becoz a close one, a great one, or a forgotten one...