心又再次受伤

肩膀的伤还没痊愈，心又再次受伤。

为何我的心不断的再受伤?
爱一个人为何要受这么多的苦?
我以渐渐的失去爱的动力。

由始之中，大部份的女生还是会选择又高，又帅，又壮的男生吧!
像我这样的人只能配当朋友的角色。

guess its time to stop everything le... initially wanted to confess my love and even order roses for her on valentine's day... but all this will mean nothing after wat someone told mi today...
there's no point doing anything anymore... i just wish her the best then... for mi... i've got nothing else to say... maybe luck has nvr been on my side all these while... especially in love... no matter how much i pray, how much i craved... its still not within my control... i've already suspected all along... since she know that i like her... she's been quite cold towards mi... i was thinking that maybe she already got someone she like... and true enough... these things are either one way or another, so its quite common... common until i'm tired of it... i'm really tired... i can't believe it ended up this way again... why?

guess i'm nvr good for any gal ba...

u may say its a matter of time before i find my true love... who can assure that? this kind of thing where got 100% sure? it only give mi the impression that those gals that i like, i can't give them happiness, instead i'm like bringing them trouble, un-easyness...

just let mi nag a bit... cry a bit... and i'll be ok le... i'm fine... but i won't be like before... coz my heart is more than dead... i can't bring myself to liking anyone, anymore... not now... coz i promise myself that she's the last i'll ever like... but i haven even confess... it makes things more saddening for mi...