as the title suggest... i'm really bad at shopping... i can't seem to make up my mind on things especially if time is putting pressure on mi... same applies to deciding wat to eat ba... if u ask u abt electronics i'm still fine with it... but it comes to clothes and gifts... its a real headache...my fashion sense is zero ba... if i can't even buy my other clothes easily... pls dun try to ask mi for suggestion or opinion ba... hehe... i think many of my frens can be witness ba... when most of them are loaded with rewards on both hands... i'm often empty handed... more so when they are more 'loaded' than mi financially to get things of more class(branded goods)...
buying gift for someone u like and buying for ur other half, which is harder?
both need to be special when finding especially for ur other half ba...
price factor for both doesn't need to be too expensive, its the sincerity that's important... anyway a gift is all in the heart...
i really think that for mi, i need help in getting into a relationship... not juz help from 3rd party... but fren that person i'm into as well...
having patience in love is of no use if determination is in the way... the determination of not opening the gates of her heart... if she doesn't wan to open up to you, how long can u persist on such love... persistance will bring abt annoyance, thus hate comes in... so i dun wan it to happen... but wat can i do...? suffer in silence?
i dun fall into love easily... i fall because of the 'right feeling'... but tat feeling mostly happen one sided-ly... the most important thing is that they nvr answer my question... i love you, is that the same for u? if not pls do tell mi... i dun wan silence as answers... at least give mi a clear answer... say u will nvr fall in love with mi... or at least give mi a chance to work on... or juz a straight no... silence is really a killer to mi... let mi wait in suffering... is that really fair...?
i not blaming anyone.... everytime i confess... or the info leaks out... or being detected by that person... things always turn for the worse? can anyone explain why does it happen? if u need time i can give u, if u dun wan anything between us, u can say too... i'm not going to force anything to happen... juz dun put our friendship in jeopardy but ignoring mi all of a sudden... if u dun wan mi to bother u, juz say it... i'll give u my blessings... or if u managed to get attached...
there's no wrong in loving someone, so why do one side always end up suffering...?
ppl say have confidence in urself... or dun look down on ur self... or dun dwell on ur past bad experience...
its not that i dun have confidence in myself... i know wat a person i am... wat's my 'pros and cons'... i dare to try... but i also need some signs/clues to carry on... its nvr a one way battle...
i'm really tired... everytime i try... i end up getting hurt badly each time... the more i try, the harder i fall... but i nvr give up in loving that person... i'll only let go if she gets attached and stay happy... thats the initial thing i wanted to give to anyone i like... to give her happiness... if i can't be the one, pls make sure u have someone who can...
if anyone of my frens see this post... i think i'm gonna get killed... or i'll murder myself.... waahaha...
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